Xarlixal

ive tried so fucking hard to take this all in stride. karens going to collage has put me under a huge amount of stress. and she acts like its no big deal. well its tearing me up inside and shes the one doing it. not only does she want this stupid marching band, she enjoys it! i dont see the point in marching around in that stupid uniform, with that stupid trombone, along with all the others. she has pretty much not a single weekend here at home so that i can be with her until her winter break. not only that but she leaves me hanging in the little time we get to talk to go "hang" with the people on the band. its like she doesnt need me anymore

sometimes i swear all my friends are stupid. and the current one running for stupid person of the year is lindsey. first she kept buying my girlfriend on the "own your friends" ap. and it was getting to the point where i was about to throw my laptop through the window. sure kare doesnt mind but its pissing me off worse than my family, and that is a really big accoplishment. so the other day i asked karen howd she feel if it was being done to me. idk was her answer. 2 minutes later i find that lindsey stopped buying karen. and has no moved to me. karen doesnt care. im begining to get really pissed at everyone right now.

yo! im at the indoor water park in sandusky oh. KALAHARI!!!! but i swear there have been some times that i thought my stomach was gonna jump ship and abbandon me to a fate worse than hell. were having fun, with parental superviasion (stupid karens mom had to make the reservations, and we had someone over 21 for the 1 person whos under 18...)oh well. having fun, will put another journal up after.